Dewey Lambdin - H.M.S. COCKEREL

"I do nothing of the sort, sir!" Lewrie paled. Captain Braxton had just all but accused him of mutinous behaviour! "I do say though, sir, that punishment in this instance may run counter to your intent, that it might be prejudicial to good order. The final decision is up to you, sir. But as your deputy, I must be allowed to advise… aye, to intercede; or at least ask for leniency, sir. I must do everything in my power to present you a well-drilled, disciplined and seaworthy ship and crew, sir. And I think I've done that. But when events happen that might upset that good order, it's my solemn duty to apprise you of such, sir."

"I'll not play a chuckleheaded, gullible Bligh to you either, Mister Lewrie. Oh no, I'll not, you mark my words!" Braxton warned.

"Sir…" Alan began, then clapped his trap shut, knowing that one exchange more, and there'd be no going back. I'll shoot off somethin' hot, and that's the end of me; he told himself; sure as Fate, he'd clap me in irons! "Sir," Lewrie assayed again, in a softer tone, "I assure you, you have the complete loyalty and obedience of every officer aboard."

"Then why don't I see it, Lewrie?" Braxton all but wailed with self-pity. "Get yourself out of my sight, sir. Attend to the steering tackle, as you should have an hour ago. And put Lisney and Spendlove up on charges."

"Aye, aye, sir," he was forced to reply, looking Captain Braxton firmly in the eyes, and putting as much chirpy goodwill into his answer as he had left at that moment. He felt he was all but piping his eyes, racing off a chorus of "Rule, Britannia," and breaking into some loose-limbed hornpipe to please.

Do I sneer? he railed within himself, standing far aft by the taffrails. His hands squeezed the timbers so hard he felt he could rip up a section and shred it to kindling. Or strangle it. Am I insolent to him? Well, perhaps… and who wouldn't be, I ask you! But…

He knew how well he could toady and fawn, how well he could, as every English gentleman was expected to do, bottle up his emotions and his private thoughts, wrap them in sailcloth, and dare anyone to say whether 'twas hidden claret or horse piss.

Toady? Right, I'm good at it; dined out on it for years!

Alan didn't understand what Braxton feared, to wish to cow the crew so completely-not only the crew, but the petty officers, the warrants and the commission officers, too. What might have happened in his miserable past, he wondered, that required treating everyone like rebellious, riotous gutter sweepings? It went, whatever it was, far past a dread that an English crew might be infected with the fever of Republicanism and Thomas Paine. It was brutal, thoughtless of the consequences.

He's right about one thing: he doesn't get joy of it. I doubt he's ever had joy of anything.

Do I sneer at him behind his back, Alan asked himself? No, I know better; I've been in the Navy long enough to know how to put the "eager-but-earnest" phiz on. I stamp down any who dare to sneer, too! Has anybody caught me at it, even in private? No. Certainly not to his face! I've been careful to sound dutiful. Dull and flat, maybe… But then, I've never served under his like. And I very much doubt many others have, either.

Lewrie felt that he had earnestly tried to please, to obey and carry out his duties, even within the confining strictures the captain placed upon him. They did have a well-drilled, well-trained ship and crew by now, able to respond smartly to any command, perform any drill, or face action. He had been, as much as he was allowed, a buffer between captain and crew, presenting, as best he was able, a going concern ready for their master's use. All for nought, it seemed.

"It's not me," Lewrie assured himself in a bitter, guarded whisper, his stomach churning with gall over his most recent scathing. "He just wants dear Clement for first lieutenant, and I'm in the way. Raise Scott to second, promote little Anthony Braxton to acting-lieutenant… God, I sound so bloody patheticl"

Wonder if Lieutenant Mylett felt the same way right before he chucked it? he gloomed in silence, watching their wake fan out behind them.

He could not ask-for fear of sounding as if he was criticising; the rest could not volunteer information-he was duty-bound to quash such talk as disrespectful. So he knew little more about the mystery than he had the day he'd come aboard to join.

He imagined, though, that, from what little he had learned of Mylett in casual reminiscences, he'd been an honourable, decent man-too decent, too used to a more benign, less brutal order where officers did not despise the ship's people as a regular policy. And did not feel the need for a regime of near-terror.

What was terrorising, though, was his realisation that a third of the crew and perhaps half the Marines were experienced men who had served kindlier captains before, even if they were strict. Nothing, though, as strict as Cockerel. And if it continued… Defiance of ordained authority was the spirit of the age; the Colonies, now France and all that Republicanism, Thom Paine talk… Bligh's latest…

Mutiny!

It could make even an officer like Lewrie queasy to think that word, much less pronounce it.

You'll not have me, Lewrie vowed grimly, promising to force himself to sound and act even chirpier and more agreeable as second-in-command. Even that would not please Captain Braxton, he knew, but it might defuse any schemes to dismiss him for lack of evidence at a possible court martial.

But I'll not knuckle under and become his sort of officer, Alan also vowed; I'll not be his whipped dog, his dumb lackey. And I will not be hounded out. Or ousted.

Hmm, though, he pondered; where's the middle ground? Stay and be-damned, sooner or later-go and be-damned a failure to the Fleet-stay and counter him, somehow… save the stupid bastard from himself, really. Oh, that's rich, that is!

"Christ, this is hopeless!" He all but wept in frustration.

"There's going to be trouble," Lieutenant Scott intoned. They were inspecting the standing rigging along the larboard gangway. Cockerel had come about just after dawn, and was now standing nor'east toward Portugal. To their sou'west, far up to windward, the tops'ls of the line-of-battle ships could barely be seen, if one were high aloft.

"Yes, and you're not helping," Lewrie bitterly accused. "Cony has ears. Your man, too, I expect. Tongues, too, but…"

"But can't mollify 'em. They speak too much of obedience, it smacks of toadying cant, sir. And then they lose their 'ears' among the people. I did try, though, sir. Same as you," Scott rejoined, sounding sulky and heavy.

"I'm sorry, Mister Scott. It was unfair to you, what I just said, I know, but…" Alan muttered, pausing in their slow pacing to fix his eyes upon Scott's, as emphasis of his sincerity.

Captain Braxton had held his court, solicitously nodding with grim disapproval as the two midshipmen had presented their "evidence." Lisney and Spendlove were in Scott's watch, so he had spoken for them, as had Lewrie. As had Lisney and Spendlove themselves. So new at sea, Spendlove looked to Lisney, a man in his late thirties who'd spent his own boyhood in the Fleet, as a "sea-daddy" who knew all the knots, all the cautions. Lisney was a leader, looked up to by everyone, seaman or landsman alike, on the foremast. Oh, aye, there'd be trouble!

But Captain Braxton was intent upon punishment. And could that bitter man have awarded lashes for back-talking sea officers, Lewrie and Scott would have been due at the gratings themselves. Three dozen he'd foreordained, and three dozen it would be, this forenoon. Spendlove already had been caned with a stiffened rope "starter," bent over a quarter-deck six-pounder. Beating boys on the bottom was done much less formally than the gloomy, stylised ritual of a man's flogging.

There was only so much the officers could do. Obedience and loyalty in the Royal Navy were a captain's due, and the rigid Articles of War spelled out the consequences for those who didn't toe the line, even if they didn't agree, even if they felt a captain was a raving Bedlam "bug-eater"-they had to support him totally, once he decided what was best. There was no recourse open to them that didn't smack of failure to support Captain Braxton, no one to whom they might complain. To inform a senior officer behind his back was disloyalty, and an officer's mutiny against him. Making matters worse, they could not even mention that dread word "mutiny" by way of warning yet. Braxton would become even harsher, perhaps spurring into occurrence the very thing his punishments were intended to prevent. And their careers would be ruined in either case -for failure to support, and to inform him of their fears, until the situation had so festered that it was moments from eruption-or for failure to nip it in the bud in the first place. It might even appear at a court martial that they had encouraged it, or at least sympathised, and hidden a plot's existence.

"Like rannin' before a hurricane bare-poled, sir," Scott grunted, sounding almost amused. "One hears of it bein' done, but damme if one wants to try it firsthand. Damned if we do, damned if we…"

That made Lewrie grin for an instant, even so. Lieutenant Barnaby Scott was normally a loud, blustery jackanapes- exuberant and blisteringly profane, the sort who went through life windmilling his arms fit to wake the dead with an improbable curse, a side-splitting jest, and the sort of booming laugh that made one wish to place a bet or order one more bottle, even if one knew better. He was also exceedingly competent- more so, perhaps, Lewrie suspected, than he himself was.

"No leaders yet, though?" Lewrie asked softly as they gained the foc's'le ladders. "No real sign of trouble?"

"Not that organised yet, sir," Scott scoffed, looking at that moment anything but exuberant. "Leaders, well… none who stand out. For obvious reasons, too. Too new a crew, too many landsmen aboard, who've never known a fair…" He choked off his comments as a working party under bosun's mate Porter neared. It was dangerous to be heard criticising the captain by the hands, or be recalled later as one who mentioned mutiny. That would be his ruin.

"Yes," Lewrie agreed with a bleak nod. "After today, though, I'd expect that to change, don't you? Black as their mood is…"

"Count on it, sir."

"And then we'll be in the unenviable position of being bound to tell him of our suspicions, else…" Alan shrugged heavily.

"More suppression, even more floggings," Scott agreed gloomily, lifting his hat to swipe his unruly hair. "Make it happen."

"Duty-bound to uphold… himl" Lewrie fretted, " 'Cause when it does occur, there'll be a court, and we'll end up tainted black as-"

"SAIL HO! " came a wild cry from the main-mast cross-trees.

They froze in their tracks, sharing astonished looks.

"Where away?" Lieutenant Braxton on the quarterdeck demanded.

"Two points off t'starb'rd bow, sir!" came the singsong reply, like the wail of a passing soul. "Tgall-antsl Three… FOURl Four, sir! Four sets o' t'ga//-ants!"

"A French squadron out for prizes, I'll wager!" Lewrie yelped with sudden joy.

"Convoy, p'rhaps, sir!" Scott countered, whopping fit to bust with his own excitement. "Rice ships from New Orleans? East Indiamen, loaded gunn'1-down! Prize-money, sir! Lashings of it! Action, at last!"

"Maybe salvation, at last!" Alan hooted, clapping Scott on the shoulder.