Radclyffe - Honor Under Siege

and it was what shed been fighting to avoid all her life.

Blair rolled over and opened the bedside table. Cams

weapon wasnt there, because she was wearing it. Because

even in this, their soon-to-be new home, they werent entirely

safe. She walked to the window to look out over the dunes to the

ocean. There was no one in sight. Even the fishing trawlers

were so far out to sea they were no more than dots on the

horizon. She was as alone here as she had ever been, and she

should have felt free, but she didnt. With a sigh, she pushed

her melancholy aside and went to look for her lover.

She found Cam in the kitchen, leaning against the counter

drinking coffee. She wore her casual work attirechinos and a

button-down col ar shirtand her weapon.

“Did you eat something? Blair asked as she placed a hand in

the center of Cams stomach and kissed her. Then she sidled

around her to pour her own cup of coffee.

“I had some toast. You want some?

“No thanks. Blair kept her back turned. “Il grab some later.

Hows your shoulder and hip?

“Fine. Cam set her mug down and caught Blairs wrist before she

could slip

away.

“Whats

the

mat er?

Blair smiled and brushed her fingers over Cams chest again.

“Nothing.

Cam waited until Blair had sipped her cof ee, then plucked the cup

from her hand and deposited it next to hers on the counter. Then she

threaded her arms around Blairs waist and pul ed her gently against her

body. She kissed Blair a little bit longer than her normal morning hel

o, and then studied Blairs eyes. “Something happen I should know

about?

“Just a case of the blahs, Blair said lightly. She nipped at Cams chin.

“Real y. Go to work.

“Youl tel me when youre ready, right? Cam murmured, placing

another kiss gently on Blairs temple.

“Mmm hmm, Blair

sighed.

“Ready

now?

Laughing, Blair pressed her mouth to the hol ow at the base of Cams

throat. “Ive forgot en how persistent you are. I was just thinking that

what you do, what you al do, isnt confined to some of ice in a building

in DC or Langley anymore. Its everywhere, wherever you are. Wherever

we are. Even here.

Cam caressed Blairs back. “I wish I hadnt had to bring this into our

home. I

wish it didnt touch you, or us. As soon as I can, Il move the

team

Blair shushed her with a kiss, sliding her hands into Cams hair and

melding her body a lit le more tightly to Cams. She felt Cams heart beat

against her breast and the muscles in Cams stomach and thighs tighten.

She felt the connection that held her secure no mat er where she was,

no mat er what was happening, and realized that just as the danger was

part of their life, no mat er where they were, so was their love. And that

mat ered more to her than any place on Earth. She stroked Cams neck

as she leaned back in her arms. “Thats not necessary. Id

rather you and the others work here if its the most secure location. She

pressed her hand to Cams heart. “This is my safe place.

Cams eyes darkened and she held Blair more tightly. The next kiss was

rougher, longer, deeper.

“Cam, Blair said just a lit le breathlessly. “One

word.

“What, Cam growled, sliding her hands under the back of Blairs

T-shirt.

“Briefing. Cam

hesitated. “What?

Blair laughed and bumped her pelvis into Cams crotch. “I love to

make you forget yourself, butwhat time is your briefing with Felicia and

Renée?

“Hel , Cam mut ered, tracing the edge of Blairs ear with her mouth.

“How did you know I had one?

“Because its morning and you always brief in the morning. Blair

murmured appreciatively and closed her eyes as Cam sucked her

earlobe. Cams breath was quick and hot against her neck. Nothing

aroused her more than Cams desire. “Careful.

“I was tired and sore when I got home last night, Cam whispered,

kissing her way down the pulse that shimmered in Blairs throat. “Im

not anymore. She nipped at Blairs neck when Blair tilted her head back

with a sigh. “And I didnt thank you yet for the massage.

Blair caught her breath as Cam skimmed her fingers around her sides and

over her stomach. When Cam stroked higher, brushing the

undersurfaces of her breasts, her nipples tightened in anticipation of a

caress. She was dangerously close to not caring if Cam had a briefing

or if Diane came looking for her any minute to take a walk on the

beach, which was their habit. “You have two

seconds to decideeither move your hands or be late for your briefing.

Because if you get me any more excited, Il have to come, and since you

started it, I expect you to take care of that.

“You started it. Cam was seriously considering delaying the briefing

when a discreet cough from the doorway caught her at ention. She lifted

her head from Blairs neck and found herself staring at Tanner Whitley.

“Sorry, Tanner said, grinning broadly, “but Stark said to come on

back.

“Remind me to speak to her about that, Cam

mut ered.

Blair pushed Cams hands away and spun around, leaning her back

against

Cams

front.

“Tanner!

“I

was

in

the

neighborhood.

“Ha ha. You live next door. Blair drew Cams arms around her

middle and folded hers over them. “Whats up?

“Wel , I was wondering if you and Diane were up for a lit le trip to see

what Ive been doing at the marina. She slid her hands into the pockets of

her khakis and rocked back and forth, stil grinning. “But I get the feeling

this isnt a good time.

“Its a great time, Blair said emphatical y. She tilted her head back and

kissed the side of Cams jaw. “Cam has to go to work and I dont

have anything planned until this afternoon. Once the lights a lit le bet er,

Im going to paint.

“Il let Stark know so she can organize your teams, Cam said as she

careful y loosened her hold on Blair. She would have preferred that Blair

stay close to the compound, but that wasnt her cal anymore. Plus, the

whole team would be heading to Boston the next day for the

fundraiser. Maybe if Blair had the opportunity to relax today she

might not resent the upcoming restrictions so much.

She kissed Blair lightly. “Have fun. Im heading down to the

guesthouse.

“See you later,

darling.

“You wil , Cam

murmured.

“Sorry about that, Tanner said after Cam had left. She strode across the

kitchen and looked out the back door. A member of her private

security force stood guard on the rear deck. “When Stark asked me to

assign some of my security of icers here, she requested the ones with

military training. Combat troops. She turned to face Blair. “I know you

cant tel me anything, but I just wanted you to know that Adrienne and I

are prepared to do whatever you need us to do.

“You two have done enough. Im not even sure we should have come

back here. Blair loved the island and she loved this house. But part of

what made the property so perfect for their needs was that it abut ed

Tanners estate. They had no year-round neighbors to the north and

Tanners house, which occupied half of the island, was less than a mile

down the beachclose by if they needed her, but far enough away for

privacy. “I feel like Im taking advantage of our friendship. And

Adrienne shouldnt feel obligated

“Adrienne is a naval officer. Do you think I could convince

her that it wasnt her duty to assist you in any way possible?

“God, this is hard.

Tanner walked over to her and put her arms around her. “It

is. But it would be harder if you didnt let us help.

Blair rested her forehead on Tanners shoulders. “Youre

helping. Not just with your security people, but because you

understand. Thank you.

“Youre welcome. So, lets get Diane and go cruising.

Blair laughed at the line that Tanner had always used when

they were planning to sneak out for a night of partying. She

squeezed Tanners hand, grateful that despite all the changes, the

love that the three of them had forged had never faltered. “Im

afraid this time, were not going to be able to duck security.

“No problem, Tanner said, grinning. “Ive already pissed off

your lover once today. Im not about to push my luck.

* * * * *

“So, Cam said, taking a chair across from Davis and Savard at

the sleek glass and wood table that now served as their

conference table. They had turned the first floor of the

guesthouse into their base of operations. Davis had the

computers up and running and networked. The dining room did

duty as their file room. All things considered, it was a better

working area than the converted storage closet they would have

worked out of in the West Wing. “Lets prioritize.

No one took notes. Everyone understood that there would be

no reports generated by their work, and the only files would

be the ones they appropriated from other security agencies.

“First order of business is to find Matheson, because we have

to assume that there will be another attack on Egret. He and

his organization will lose credibility if a failed attempt is

allowed to stand. Cam careful y kept her voice and face from

showing her rage. “We can assume he will either establish a

new paramilitary base of his own or join forces with another

one. Hell need a network in order to reestablish himself.

“A guy like that wont give up control easily, Savard said. She

wore

jeans and a dark blue polo shirt. Shed pul ed her hair back into

a loose ponytail, and she looked more rested than Cam had seen

her in weeks.

Cam nodded and pointed the pen shed been rol ing between

her fingers at Davis. “He didnt do much to hide the

compound in Tennessee because he didnt expect us to come

after him. This time hell take more precautions. Background

himhis family by blood and marriage, the military academy and

its faculty, donors to the school, previous graduatesanyone who

might have purchased or inherited land. For now, Id prefer a

covert examination of the academy files, because anything else

is going to tip him off. She shrugged. “But the academy is the

logical place to start. We know he recruits there. If I have to, Ill

confiscate every scrap of paper in the entire place.

“The FBI should have files on the other patriot organizations, Savard

said, “and if hes ever so much as made a phone cal to one of their

leaders, there should be a record of it somewhere. She grimaced. “The

biggest problem is the files are so decentralized its practical y impossible

to search them.

“Try.

“Yes maam, Savard said smartly. “We might get something

from the interrogations of his captured personnel too, if the Company

hasnt buried the intel by now.

“See what you can find there, Cam said, pleased with Savards natural

instincts for counterintel igence. Shed need that kind of backup

from her second-in- command. “And that brings us to the problem of

Valerie Lawrence. We need to know who her Company handler is and

determine if theres a link to Matheson.