Anne Mather - The Arrogance Of Love

‘I'm sure everything is going to turn out right for us,’ she exclaimed on Monday morning while they were having their breakfast. ‘Alan was marvellous to me and I really felt as though his parents liked me.'

‘And why shouldn't they?’ demanded Susan. ‘You're a very likeable person.'

Delia sighed. ‘Yes, but I mean, really liked me. You know … as a daughter-in-law. I'm sure Alan is going to ask me to marry him. Oh, Susan, wouldn't it be divine?'

Susan herself felt rather envious. If only David's mother had been like that, warm and welcoming. But she was glad for Delia's sake as Delia always seemed afraid that people would not like her.

When she arrived at the apartment on Friday morning, Amanda was not seated at her desk as usual. She always did her correspondence first thing in the morning, and Susan was surprised.

‘I've arrived,’ she called, before walking over to a radiator and warming her cold fingers.

She had not done much typing this week, apart from Amanda's letters, as Amanda had not yet begun a new novel and there was nothing else for her to do. They had spent most of the week driving in Amanda's car, sometimes with Susan at the wheel and sometimes with Sarah's husband, Bill, driving them. Bill had a regular job but acted as chauffeur for Amanda when she required him.

Amanda appeared just then from her bedroom and said, ‘Hello, dear. I'm glad you're early. We've got a lot to do. Now, how would you like a trip to Paris?'

‘Paris?’ echoed Susan blankly.

‘Yes, darling. Both of us, of course.'

‘But when?’ Susan was puzzled.

‘Well, darling, we'll fly out this afternoon, spend the weekend in Paris and return home on Monday.'

Susan was still uncomprehending, and Amanda smiled. ‘You know I had dinner with Dominic and Jon last night, don't you?'

‘Yes.’ Amanda had had dinner at Dominic Halstad's apartment here in town. Apparently he had a penthouse which he used whenever he was in London. Although he had intended bringing Jon for lunch one day, he had not found the time, and consequently he had invited Amanda to have dinner with them instead. Susan had been rather disappointed as she had been looking forward to meeting Jon, and to seeing Dominic Halstad again, although she did not like to admit the latter was true.

‘Well,’ continued Amanda, ‘Jon is flying out to his aunt's today, to spend a week or so with her. Fay, Dom's sister, is married to a French count. They have a château near Fontainebleau, and although Jon is quite capable of conducting himself there, Dom has to be very careful that he's properly chaperoned.'

‘Why?'

‘Well, occasionally there've been threats of kidnapping and so on, and a man as powerful as Dominic is bound to have enemies, don't you agree?'

‘But he has no bodyguard.'

‘No, I know. But that's not to say he shouldn't have. At any rate, Dom is rather a different kettle of fish. We're only concerned with Jon here. Well, what do you think?'

Susan sighed. ‘I don't know what to think.'

‘Why? Don't you find the prospect of a trip to France stimulating?'

‘Of course, I do. It's just … well … it is the weekend, isn't it? And David is bound to expect me to spend my free time with him. I know he usually works on Saturdays, but there's all day Sunday —'

Amanda shrugged impatiently. ‘It's only one day, Susan. Anyway, think it over for a few minutes while I go and help Sarah with my packing, and you can let me know your decision when I return.’ She felt the coffee percolator on a nearby table and continued, ‘The coffee is lovely and hot. Help yourself. I won't be long.'

Susan poured a cup of coffee, and sank weakly down on to a low chair. Here was her opportunity to get to know Dominic Halstad's son, at least. The prospect was exciting, and she felt her pulse leaping at the thoughts that invaded her head. It was all too tempting and Amanda was well aware of it.

Susan bit her lip hard. But what about David? Truthfully, he would only have one day to fill in, and anyway, last Sunday had been spent mainly in Medlar Grove and she could not face another day there in a hurry.

His mother had found fault with everything she had done, and as David spent most of the day working in the minute garden at the back of the old house, she had not seen much of him. Surely he would not mind if she went away, just this once, when he seemed to find plenty with which to fill time.

When Amanda returned, Susan said, ‘I'd like to come. But what about reservations and things?'

Amanda smiled. ‘They're already made. Dominic arranged it all last night.'

‘You were sure I'd agree,’ murmured Susan dryly.

‘Well … yes, darling. After all, if you don't see the world while you have the chance, once you're married to David you won't get a great deal of time. I can see that young man tying you down with an armful of children and then taking himself off to enjoy life. His type always do. He's very possessive, you know, and that way at least you aren't free to go wandering off if the fancy should take you.'

‘Amanda, you're incorrigible!’ exclaimed Susan helplessly, although she wondered if there was something in what Amanda said. David did tend to dwell often on the prospects of a family, and although Susan wanted children, too, she did not want to start a family straight away. ‘Anyway,’ she went on, ‘why isn't his father travelling with him?'

‘Oh, Dom isn't keen on acting as nursemaid.'

‘To a fifteen-year-old? Good heavens, he doesn't need a nursemaid!'

‘I know, but Dom has his work, too, you know.'

‘Excuses, excuses,’ said Susan, sighing. ‘It seems to me your friend doesn't take his duties as a father seriously.'

Amanda shrugged. ‘I wouldn't say that, Susan. Dominic and Jon are great friends. It's simply that Dom can't be bothered with the little things, the trivialities which some men enjoy. When you know him better you'll realize that for yourself.'

‘I'm not likely to know him better,’ remarked Susan, and sipped her coffee speculatively.

‘Well, you'd better contact that young man and warn him that you won't be available until Monday evening,’ said Amanda, changing the subject firmly.

‘Dear me, I suppose I better had,’ Susan grimaced. ‘He doesn't like me to ring him at work.'

‘Why, for heaven's sake? He's a partner in the firm, isn't he?'

‘Yes, but he likes to keep his working life separate from his private life. He says I disturb his concentration when he's busy.'

Amanda raised her eyes heavenward and then turned away. ‘Well, get it over with. There isn't a lot of time and you'll have to go home again and pack a suitcase. You'll need a change of clothes and an evening dress of some sort.'

‘Why an evening dress? Are we going somewhere in particular?'

‘We're flying out today, and spending tonight at Dom's apartment in Paris. Then, in the morning, we'll drive down to Fontainebleau with Jon. We're spending the night there and returning to Paris on Sunday. We might do a little sightseeing in Paris, stay Sunday night at the apartment again, and return home on Monday.'

‘Oh! But I can't stay at this château. I mean, I don't know these people at all really, except through you. They won't be expecting me.'

‘Yes, they will. Dom phoned Fay while I was there last evening. And he told her that you would probably be accompanying me, and then afterwards I spoke to Fay myself and she was most enthusiastic. You'll like Fay. She's only thirty-four. She was married when she was seventeen, and has three lovely children. Her husband, the Count, is a darling.'

Susan felt completely out of her depth. Going to Paris for a weekend was one thing; staying in a French château with a count and his family was quite another. She would not know what to talk about.

‘Oh, really, Amanda, I think I'm going to back out of this,’ she murmured self-consciously. ‘I thought we were just taking this boy to Paris. I didn't imagine we were going to stay with Mr. Halstad's sister.'

‘I know you didn't. But what does that matter? As I've said, you'll like Fay. She's not at all snobbish, if that's what you're afraid of. And the children are terrors. Quite ordinary and all that.'

‘But a count …’ said Susan helplessly. ‘I wouldn't know how to address him.'

‘Knowing Raoul, I should imagine he'll suggest you call him by his Christian name,’ returned Amanda smoothly. ‘Now come along, get that phone call made, and then get along home for your things.'

Susan felt she was being swept along on a strong tide that would not allow her to get away, and, unable to resist the temptation, she lifted the telephone. She thought, dryly, that Amanda had probably known about this trip earlier in the week, but had not said anything because she knew that, given time to think about it, Susan would certainly have refused, or allowed David to change her mind for her.

To her relief, David did not sound irritable when he answered the telephone and she said, tentatively: ‘Darling, do you mind terribly if I go away with Amanda this weekend?'

David's good humour vanished, and he sounded annoyed. ‘Away? Where to?'

‘Paris. Amanda has to – deliver something to Paris, and has decided to go herself and spend the weekend there. She wants me to go – in case – in case she has any time for working.'

‘That sounds rather fishy,’ remarked David coldly. ‘Now why are you really going?'

Susan sighed. ‘Oh, really, David, don't you believe me? It's true. Amanda is taking some – one – to Paris.'

‘Not some thing !'

‘No. Jon Halstad.’ Susan sounded a little weary.

‘I thought as much. And is Dominic Halstad going too?'

‘Of course not. Just Amanda and me and this boy. Oh, darling, you know last weekend you didn't have much time for me. Couldn't you agree for once that I'll have a much more exciting time there than spending the whole of Sunday with your mother?'

David snorted. ‘My mother! I thought she would be brought into this. Just why did you ring me, Susan? Your mind is already made up, isn't it? You've decided to go and you're only letting me know, not asking me.'

Susan clenched her fists. David was right, of course. She had decided to go and she was merely going through the formalities by asking him for permission. She was being selfish, too, she supposed, but it sounded such a wonderful experience and spring in Paris was supposed to be quite something.

Aware that David was speaking again, she brought her thoughts back to the present.

‘… and when may I expect to see you again? Monday?'

‘Of course. We'll be back Monday morning. I'll be able to tell you all about it on Monday night.'

‘Very well. But don't make a habit of it.'

Feeling like a prisoner who has been let out of jail on a weekend pass, Susan couldn't keep the excitement out of her voice, as she said:

‘Thank you, darling. I'll be good.'

David grunted something in reply and rang off, and Susan replaced her receiver meticulously.

‘That's settled, then,’ said Amanda, and Susan became aware of her at her elbow.

‘Yes, it's settled. But I do feel guilty, Amanda. I can't help it.'

Amanda shrugged. ‘That will wear off,’ she said bluntly. ‘Now, you take a taxi back to the flat and collect your things. It's ten now; be back soon after eleven and we'll have an early lunch before leaving for the airport. Bill will take us. By the way, Jon is lunching here. He'll probably be here when you get back.'

‘All right.’ Susan rose to her feet. ‘My tummy feels as though a rotor has been installed.'