Terry Brooks - A Knight of the Word

Ross was thinking the same thing. A glimmer of suspicion had surfaced inside, hot and fierce. It couldn't be, he was thinking. Not Simon. Not the Wiz.

Stef crossed her long legs and stared doom the length of her body at her feet. `I don't understand what he's thinking anymore'

Ross looked at her. `How did his T V interview go last night?' he asked casually.

She pursed her lips. `It didn't. He cancelled it. I didn't even find out until I showed up and no one was there. That's when I came back here and found you collapsed on the couch. I hauled you off to bed and read my book in the living room until around midnight when I woke you about the fire'

His suspicion burned inside like an inferno.

`You know that message you got over the phone from Nest Freemark? The one

about meeting her in West Seattle? Did you mention it to anyone else? Or could anyone else have overheard?'

Stefanie sat up slowly, puzzled. `I don't know. Why?'

`Just think about it. It might be important'

She was silent a moment. `Well, Simon knew, I guess. He was there talking with me when I took Nest's call. He asked me afterward what it was about, and I said it was from Nest and she wanted you to meet her in Lincoln Park. He laughed, said it was an odd place to meet someone. I said it had something to do with a friend of somebody named Pick'

Ross felt the blood drain from his face.

Stef sat up slowly, her brow furrowing with concern. `John, what's going on?'

He shook his head. Simon Lawrence knew about the meeting with Nest. If he was the demon, he had time and opportunity to get over there, intercept her at her meeting with the forest creatures, and still get back to set the fire at Fresh Start.

He almost laughed out loud. No, this was ridiculous!

But the idea had taken root. Who was in a better position than Simon Lawrence to sabotage the work of Fresh Start and Pass/Go? Simon was the whole program. If he came under suspicion, if he was forced to quit, if–just suppose now–he disappeared at a crucial juncture in the investigation, everything would go down the drain. There would be national coverage. Every homeless program in the country would be adversely affected.

`John?' Stef was on her feet. She looked frightened.

He smiled. `It's all right, I'm just thinking. Would you mind getting me a root beer from the fridge?'

She nodded, smiling back at him uncertainly. He waited until she was out of the roam, then resumed his deliberation. Simon Lawrence as the demon it made a certain amount of sense. Simon could ruin his own programs. He could sabotage homeless programs nationwide by wrecking his own. And he was in a great position to wreck Ross's life, as well. He could implicate him in the theft of corporate funds, terminate his jab, maybe even have him sent to prison. If the demon intended to turn him to the Void's service, it would be a perfect place to begin.

It might even cost him his relationship with Stef.

His head throbbed fiercely. One misstep was all it took, the Lady had cautioned. One misstep that led to another. He considered the possibility that the demon might take that step for him. It wasn't too difficult to imagine.

But Simon Lawrence? He still couldn't bring himself to accept that the Wiz was a demon.

Stefanie re–entered the room. He came to his feet, facing her. `Stef, I can't go away just yet. I have to do something first. I have to see Simon.'

She sighed. `John, no'

He took hold of her arms and held her gently, but firmly, in place. `I can call him up right now, or I can just go over. It won't take but a moment'

She shook her head, her eyes angry. `It wont do you any gaol, John. He's made up his mind. I already argued your case for you, and it didn't change anything'

He studied her face, thinking she was right, that it was pointless. `I have to try; he insulted any–way. 'I have to make the attempt myself. I'll be right back'

She grabbed his arm a5 he started to turn away. `John, he's not even there. He's already gone down to the art museum to help put things in place for tonight's benefit. He's doing interviews and … Look, forget this. Let it go. Give me five minutes to pack a bag and we're out of here. We'll deal with it when we get back, okay?'

But he was already committed. He could not just walk away, not even for three or four days. He had to know the truth about Simon. He had no idea how he was going to find it out, but he could at least speak with him face–to–face and see how he responded.

Then a very strange thought occurred to him. What if the dream about killing the Wizard of Oz, wasn't a warning at all? What if it were an admonition? Perhaps he had been mistaken about the purpose of the dream, and he was having it not because he was supposed to avoid the Wiz, but because he was supposed to go after him. His dreams of the future had been windows into mistakes that had been made in the present and might yet be corrected. He had assumed this was the case here. But he was no longer a Knight of the Word, and it was possible this dream, the only dream he was having anymore, the one he had experienced so often, was meant to work in a different way.

Maybe he was supposed to kill Simon Lawrence because Simon was a demon.

It was a stretch, by any measure, and he had no way of knowing if it were so. But if Simon was a demon, it would give new meaning to his dream. It would lend it a purpose and a reason for being that had been missing before.

Stefanie was still holding the root beer. He looked down at it and shook his head. `I've changed my mind. I don't want it after all'

She put her free hand on his arm. `John'

'Stef, I'm going down to the art museum to find Simon. I won't be long. I just want to ask him why he didn't wait a little longer. I just want to hear him tell me why he wont give me the benefit of the doubt'

She set the can of root beer down on the table. `John, don't do this'

`What can it hurt'

"Your pride, for one thing: She was seething. Her exquisite features were 'calm and settled, but her eyes were angry. `You don't have anything to prove to Simon Lawrence, certainly not anything more than he should have to prove to you. Those are his signatures an those bank accounts, too. Why isn't it just as likely he's to blame?'

Ross put his, finger to her lips. `Because he's the Wiz, and I'm not'

She shook her head vehemently, her anger edging loser to a breakout. `I don't care who he is. You don't have to prove anything.'

"I just want to talk with him."

She didn't saw anything for a moment, studying him with a mix of resignation and dismay, as if realising all the arguments in the world had been suddenly rendered useless. `I'm not going to change your mind on this, am I?'

He smiled, trying to take the edge off the moment. `No, but I love you for trying. Go pack your bag. Wait for me. I'll be back inside of an hour, and then we'll go'

He kissed her mouth, then walked over to the front closet and pulled on his greatcoat. She was still standing there, staring after him, as he went out the door.

Nest Freemark rode back into the city from the airport in impatient silence, staring out at the sun as it dropped westward toward the Olympics. It was already growing dark, the days shortened down to a little more than eight hours, the nights lengthening in response to the coming of the winter solstice, Shadows crept and pooled all across the wooded slopes of the city's hills, swallowing up the last of the light.

She had thought to call ahead, to reach Ross by telephone, but what she had to say would be better coming from her in person. He might believe her then. She might stand a chance of convincing him.

She exhaled wearily, peering out at the descending, dark. This was going to be a much harder task than the one the Lady had given her.

The taxi rolled onto the off–ramp at Seneca and down to Pioneer Square. The district's turn–of–the–century lamps were already lit, the shadows of the city's tall buildings stretching dark fingers to gather in dwindling slivers of daylight. The taxi pulled up at the curb beside the burned–out hulk of Fresh Start, and she paid the driver and jumped out, bag in hand. The taxi -drove away, and she stood there, gathering her thoughts. She realized how cold it had gotten, a brisk wind whipping out of the northwest down Second Avenue's broad corridor, and she slipped hurriedly into her new jacket.

She turned and looked across the intersection at Waterfall Park and the apartment building where John Ross lived with Stefanie Winslow. The wind buffeted her gangly form as she stood there and tried to decide what she should do.

Finally, she picked up her bag and turned the corner to walk up Main Street to Pass/Go. She entered the reception area and glanced around. Except for the lady working the intake desk, the room was empty.

She moved over to the desk, taking several deep breaths to slow the pounding of her heart, masking her trepidation and urgency with a smile. `Is John Ross here?' she asked.

The woman at the desk shook her head without looking up. She seemed anxious to stick with her paperwork. 'He didn't come in today. Can I help you?'

`My name is Nest Freemark. I'm a friend. I need to speak with him right away. It's rather urgent. Can you give him a call for me at his apartment? Or would you let me have his number?'

The woman smiled in a way that let Nest know right off the bat she wasn't about to do either. 'I'm sorry, but our policy is-'

'Well, look who's back!' Della Jenkins strolled into the room, smiling like this was the best thing that had happened all day. `I thought you was flying home, Nest Freemark. What re you doing, back in my kitchen?'

She saw Nest's face, and the smile faded away. `Good gracious, look at you! If I didn't know better, I'd say you'd been in a cat fight with Stef Winslow: She looks just the same!'

Nest flinched as if she had been struck. `I'm sorry to barge in like this„ but something's came up and I really need to find John'

'Lord, if this isn't a day for finding John! Everyone wants to find John! You'd think he'd won the lottery or something. He hasn't, has he? 'Cause if he has, I want to be sure I get my share. Marilyn, let me use the phone there, sweetie'

Della moved the woman at the intake desk out of the picture with an easy exercise of authority that didn't leave much room for doubt as to who was boss. She picked up the receiver, punched in a number, and waited, Listening. After a long time, she set the receiver

'John's been home all day, far as I know. He's stayed clear of here, and I don't expect him in. Stefanie's gone, too. Left here a short time ago. There's no answer at the apartment, so maybe they're out together somewhere'

Nest nodded, her mind racing over the possibilities. Had they left town? Had John Ross done as he promised? She didn't think so. She didn't think there was a prayer of that happening. He would still be in the city …

`Is Mr. Lawrence here?' she asked quickly.

'Oh, no, he's gone, too' Delta answered, surrendering her seat to Marilyn once more. She came around the desk and put her finger to the side of her cheek. `You know, Nest-.oh, I do love that name! Nest! Anyway, Nest, John might be down at the art museum, helping set up for tonight. That's where Simon's gone, so maybe John's gone there, too'

Nest was already starting for the door, shouldering her bag. `Thanks, Della. Maybe you're right:

'You want me to call and ask?'

`No, that's okay, I'll just go down. If John shows up here or calls in, tell him fm looking for him and it's really important'

`Okay' Delta made a face. `Here, where are you going with that bag? You don't want to be carrying that all over the place. You leave it with me, I'll keep it safe'