Терри Брукс - Jarka Ruus

His face tightened. «Everyone knows Strakens have their own reasons for doing things. They like tricking other creatures. They like to see them squirm.» He was squirming himself, the fingers of his hands twisting into knots. «You'd better not try to trick me!»

She laughed in spite of herself. «You seem awfully concerned about being tricked. Why would that be, I wonder? A guilty conscience, perhaps?»

His eyes were furious. «I have a right to look out for myself! Strakens are not to be trusted!»

«I am not a Straken, Weka Dart," she said again. «I've told you that already. Pay attention to me this time. Look at me. I am not a Straken. I am an Ard Rhys. Say it.»

He did so, rather reluctantly. He seemed determined that whether she admitted it or not, she was a Straken and not to be trusted, which made it odd that he had chosen to ally himself with her. Or rather, she corrected, choose her as a traveling companion. Clearly, if he felt as he did about Strakens, he would not travel with her if he could avoid it. It made her wonder what he was after.

«I should cover our tracks before the big things start to hunt," he announced suddenly, and disappeared down the trunk of the tree before she could stop him.

He was gone a long time, and when he returned he was gnawing on something he held in one hand. It was hard to tell what it might have been, but it looked as if it was the remains of a ferret or rat. All that was left were the hindquarters. There was blood on the Ulk Bog's mouth and face, and a wicked glint in his eyes. «Tasty," he said.

«You look happy enough," she observed, meeting his challenging stare. She had seen much worse than this, if he thought to shock her.

«Fresh meat," he declared. «Nothing already dead. I'm no scavenger.»

He consumed what was left with relish, teeth tearing the raw meat into bite–size shreds that he quickly gulped down. Finished, he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, licked his fingers, and belched. «Time for sleep," he announced.

He stretched himself out on one of the limbs, looking as if sleep would come easily. «Where are your people, Weka Dart?» she asked him, too uncomfortable herself even to think of sleeping.

«Back where I came from. Still living in their burrows. They are a shortsighted, unimaginative bunch. Not like me. That's why I left. I decided there was more for me in life than burrows and roots. But not if I remained with them.»

What a liar, she thought. Even the way he spoke the words gave him away. He must think she would believe anything. It made her angry. «Where is it you intend to go?» she pressed, keeping her anger carefully hidden.

He smacked his lips. «Oh, that's for me to know. I have plans for myself. I may tell you when I get to know you better.»

«Won't you be missed?» She had put up with this Ulk Bog's deceptions long enough and had decided to do something about it. He was relaxed and unsuspecting. It was a good time to teach him a lesson. She began to hum softly, bringing up the magic of the wishsong and layering it about him. «Parents? Brothers and sisters?»

He shrugged, yawned. «No family. No friends, either, for that matter. Not ones I care about leaving behind. Ulk Bogs are a stupid lot, most of them. Can't see beyond their ground roots and mushrooms.»

«Roots can be tender and mushrooms sweet," she ventured, the magic beginning to insinuate itself into his thinking. «You were quick enough to bring them to me. Why don't you eat them?»

He laughed foolishly, the magic taking hold. He had no defense against it. A Druid would have brushed her efforts aside effortlessly, but Weka Dart didn't even know what she was doing to him. «I could tell you were the sort that ate roots and berries. Not me. I need meat, fresh meat. Keeps me strong. Makes me dangerous!»

She had a strong hold over him now, so she began to press harder. «Not eating roots was what got you in trouble in the first place, wasn't it?» she asked, guessing at the truth, reading it in his poor attempt at lying. «What sort of fresh meat did you eat? It must have been something that was forbidden to Ulk Bogs.»

«More foolishness!» he snapped defensively. «What difference did it make? They weren't even ours! They were tender, and I only ate a few! There were plenty more where those came from! But you would have thought I had eaten my own children!»

«Instead of someone else's?»

«Another tribe's offspring, useless to everyone! Weren't even missed for a long time!»

«But when they were missed? …»

«All my fault, not even a chance at an explanation!»

«So they drove you out.»

«I left before they could. It was clear what they intended for me, and I saw no reason to endure it. Stupid burrow people! Rodents! They are food for bigger things themselves, little more than rats to dragons and ogres and such! If you don't want to be prey, you have to be predator! I told them this, I told them! What good did it do? What reward did I get? A promise of punishment if I stayed and no more babies to eat. Impossible! I had a taste for them by then. I couldn't give them up just because the others didn't feel the same way I did!»

He stopped suddenly and stared at her, wild–eyed. «Why did I tell you that? I didn't want to tell you that! Not any of it! But I did! How did that happen? What did you do to me?»

«I helped you come to terms with the truth, little man," she said softly. «I don't like liars and deceivers. I was one myself, and I know them for what they are. You were perfectly willing for me to believe that you are traveling about to see the world. But the truth is that you are running away, perhaps from other Ulk Bogs searching for you because you ate their babies. You want me to protect you, but you don't want to tell me why. All this talk about my tricking you has got to do mostly with you tricking me.»

«You used magic on me! You are a Straken, just as I said!»

«I am not a Straken …»

But Weka Dart was having none of it. He was so incensed he didn't even try to listen to the rest of what she was going to say, leaping to his feet, hissing and spitting like a scorched cat, and baring his teeth at her as if to attack. Then down the tree trunk he skittered, still raging at her, leaping away with a final epithet and disappeared into the dark.

She waited for him to return, unable to believe that he wouldn't.

Staying with her seemed too important for him to allow his pride to stand in the way. But after a while, when he failed to reappear, she gave up listening for him, deciding that she was better off without him in any case. Anything that would eat its own kind, whatever the reason, was not suitable company. If he stayed, she would have to watch him every minute, always wondering when he might turn on her. Let him go off on his own and be done with it.

But in the ensuing silence, she became aware again of how different she felt inside the Forbidding. For as much as that world resembled the one she had come from, it was not the same. Where before she had always been comfortable in the darkness, here she was uneasy. The night had a decidedly different feel. Smells, tastes, and sounds were just strange enough to bother her, to make her think that she must watch her every step. She was convinced she could make her way to that world's version of the Hadeshorn, if it existed, and attempt a summoning of the shades of the Druids. But was she ready for the things she might meet along the way? It was one thing to face down a Dracha, but another altogether to stand against a pack of Furies. She was powerful in her world, but how powerful was she in the Forbidding?

She stared out into the blackness, not at all certain she wanted to find out the answer.

«Concentrate," he said, his disembodied voice coming from just over her left shoulder, soft and reassuring. «Remember what you are trying to do. Slow and steady. Keep the air moving at the same speed all the time. Breathe through your mind as well as your lungs.»

She thought that an odd, but accurate way of expressing what was needed, and she did her best to comply. Using her skills, she exhaled and then blew the air in a steady, concentrated stream across the clearing to the leaf that hung suspended midair twenty yards away. She watched the leaf hover like a bug, vibrating slightly in response to the gentle currents, reacting to the fingers of magic she was using to control it. A small skill, in the larger scheme of things, but one that took her farther than she had gone before. She was getting better at using the magic, at perfecting the Druidic talents he sought to teach her, but she was still not as good as either of them wanted her to be.

«Now, lift gently," Ahren Elessedil instructed, still keeping out of her line of sight, not wishing to distract her any more than was necessary. He understood the delicacy of what she was doing. He preferred that she learn the sophisticated maneuvers first. The ones that relied on power and weight would come later and more easily.

Khyber Elessedil moved the leaf higher, taking it up another two feet until it was well out of reach of anyone standing under it. It was harder keeping it aloft, the wind currents stronger at the increased height, the force of gravity working with more insistence. She felt impatient with the exercise, as she did with so many, but she was determined to succeed. It was not easy for the daughter and sister of Elven Kings to persevere, knowing it would be much easier simply to accept the path her father, and now her brother, had laid out for her. But though she was born into the royal family, she had never felt a part of court life, and she did not think that was likely to change.

A bird flew by, bright orange and black–tipped at its wings and beak. Distracted by its beauty, she lost her concentration, and the leaf fluttered to the earth and lay still.

Her uncle came up beside her and placed his hand on her shoulder. «He was beautiful, wasn't he? Such a brilliant orange.»

She nodded, angry and disappointed with herself. «I'll never learn anything if I keep letting myself be distracted by beautiful birds!»

«You'll never find any joy in life if you don't.» He came around and stood facing her.

«Don't be so hard on yourself. This takes time. It takes practice. I didn't learn it all at once either.»

Warmed by his reassurances, she smiled in spite of herself. They were remarkably alike in personality, both possessed of quiet determination and strong emotions. Their dark features and hair gave them a similar appearance as well, and of late Khyber was as tall as her uncle, having grown the past year, edging toward womanhood, toward the marriageable age her brother welcomed and she loathed. Fine for him to want to marry her off so that she would be out of his hair, but that didn't make it right for her. She loved her brother, but he was nothing like her. In fact, aside from her mother, the member of the family she was closest to was standing right in front of her.

No one wanted to hear that, of course, since her uncle was not welcome in Arborlon. He had become, over the course of the years, the member of the family that the others were ashamed to acknowledge. They would have locked him away if he had been foolish enough to try to make a life with them, but Ahren Elessedil had decided to go another way a long time ago.

He patted her shoulder and glanced at the sky through the heavy canopy of tree limbs. «Midday. Why don't we have something to eat before we continue? It is easier to concentrate when your stomach isn't rumbling.»

Which hers was, she realized with embarrassment. Sometimes she could barely tolerate herself, a vessel for shortcomings and ungovernable urges that betrayed her at every turn.