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I do not mean, however, to assert that we can be justified in devoting too much of our time to music, for there are certainly other things to be attended to. The rector of a parish has much to do. In the first place, he must make such an agreement for tithes as a may be beneficial to himself and not offensive to his patron. He must write his own sermons; and the time that remains will not be too much for his parish duties, and the care and improvement of his dwelling, which he cannot be excused from making as a comfortable as possible. And I do not think it of light importance that he should have attentive and conciliatory manner towards everybody, especially towards those to whom he owes his preferment. I cannot acquit him of that duty; nor could I think well of the man who should omit an occasion of testifying his respect towards anybody connected with the family." And with a bow to Mr. Darcy, he concluded his speech, which had been spoken so loud as a to be heard by half the room. Many stared—many smiled; but no one looked more amused than Mr. Bennet himself, while his wife seriously commended Mr. Collins for having spoken so sensibly, and observed in a half-whisper to Lady Lucas, that he was a remarkably clever, good kind of young man. To Elizabeth it appeared that, had her family made an agreement to expose themselves as a much as a they could during the evening, it would have been impossible for them to play their parts with more spirit or finer success; and happy did she think it for Bingley and her sister that some of the exhibition had escaped his notice, and that his feelings were not of a sort to be much distressed by the folly which he must have witnessed. That his two sisters and Mr. Darcy, however, should have such an opportunity of ridiculing her relations, was bad enough, and she could not determine whether the silent contempt of the gentleman, or the insolent smiles of the ladies, were more intolerable. The rest of the evening brought her little amusement. She was teased by Mr. Collins, who continued most perseveringly by her side, and though he could not prevail on her to dance with him again, put it out of her power to dance with others. In vain did she entreat him to stand up with somebody else, and offer to introduce him to any young lady in the room. He assured her, that as to dancing, he was perfectly indifferent to it; that his chief object was by delicate attentions to recommend himself to her and that he should therefore make a point of remaining close to her the whole evening. There was no arguing upon such a project. She owed her greatest relief to her friend Miss Lucas, who often joined them, and good-naturedly engaged Mr. Collins's conversation to herself. She was at least free from the offense of Mr. Darcy's further notice; though often standing within a very short distance of her, quite disengaged, he never came near enough to speak. She felt it to be the probable consequence of her allusions to Mr. Wickham, and rejoiced in it. The Longbourn party were the last of all the company to depart, and, by a manoeuvre of Mrs. Bennet, had to wait for their carriage a quarter of an hour after everybody else was gone, which gave them time to see how heartily they were wished away by some of the family. Mrs. Hurst and her sister scarcely opened their mouths, except to complain of fatigue, and were evidently impatient to have the house to themselves. They repulsed every attempt of Mrs. Bennet at conversation, and by so doing threw a languor over the whole party, which was very little relieved by the long speeches of Mr. Collins, who was complimenting Mr. Bingley and his sisters on the elegance of their entertainment, and the hospitality and politeness which had marked their behaviour to their guests. Darcy said nothing at all. Mr. Bennet, in equal silence, was enjoying the scene. Mr. Bingley and Jane were standing together, a little detached from the rest, and talked only to each other. Elizabeth preserved as steady a silence as either Mrs. Hurst or Miss Bingley; and even Lydia was too much fatigued to utter more than the occasional exclamation of "Lord, how tired I am!" accompanied by a violent yawn. When at length they arose to take leave, Mrs. Bennet was most pressingly civil in her hope of seeing the whole family soon at Longbourn, and addressed herself especially to Mr. Bingley, to assure him how happy he would make them by eating a family dinner with them at any time, without the ceremony of a formal invitation. Bingley was all grateful pleasure, and he readily engaged for taking the earliest opportunity of waiting on her, after his return from London, whither he was obliged to go the next day for a short time. Mrs. Bennet was perfectly satisfied, and quitted the house under the delightful persuasion that, allowing for the necessary preparations of settlements, new carriages, and wedding clothes, she should undoubtedly see her daughter settled at Netherfield in the course of three or four months. Of having another daughter married to Mr. Collins, she thought with equal certainty, and with considerable, though not equal, pleasure. Elizabeth was the least dear to her of all her children; and though the man and the match were quite good enough for HER, the worth of each was eclipsed by Mr. Bingley and Netherfield. Chapter 19 Глава 19 The next day opened a new scene at Longbourn. Mr. Collins made his declaration in form. Having resolved to do it without loss of time, as his leave of absence extended only to the following Saturday, and having no feelings of diffidence to make it distressing to himself even at the moment, he set about it in a very orderly manner, with all the observances, which he supposed a regular part of the business. На следующее утро в Лонгборне произошли новые важные события. Мистер Коллинз сделал формальное предложение второй дочери мистера Беннета. Срок его пребывания в Лонгборне истекал в ближайшую субботу, и он решил не терять времени. Он не отличался застенчивостью, которая помешала бы ему свободно выразить свои чувства, а потому осуществил это намерение весьма продуманно, сопровождая свои действия всеми подобающими условностями. Застав миссис Беннет после завтрака в обществе Элизабет и одной из ее младших сестер, он обратился к хозяйке дома со следующим вопросом: On finding Mrs. Bennet, Elizabeth, and one of the younger girls together, soon after breakfast, he addressed the mother in these words: — Могу ли я надеяться, сударыня, что вы употребите ваше влияние на прелестную мисс Элизабет, если я попрошу ее оказать мне сегодня особую честь, позволив побеседовать с ней наедине? Элизабет успела только покраснеть от неожиданности, ибо миссис Беннет сейчас же воскликнула: "May I hope, madam, for your interest with your fair daughter Elizabeth, when I solicit for the honour of a private audience with her in the course of this morning?" — Ах, боже мой! Ну конечно! Само собой разумеется! Я уверена, что Лиззи выслушает вас с большим удовольствием. У нее не может быть никаких возражений. Пойдем, Китти, ты мне понадобишься наверху. Before Elizabeth had time for anything but a blush of surprise, Mrs. Bennet answered instantly, И, собрав свое шитье, она заторопилась к выходу. Элизабет попробовала ее остановить: "Oh dear!—yes—certainly. I am sure Lizzy will be very happy—I am sure she can have no objection. Come, Kitty, I want you upstairs." — Пожалуйста, не уходите отсюда. Я вас очень прошу. Мистер Коллинз меня извинит. Он не скажет мне ничего, что не мог бы услышать в этом доме любой человек. Я лучше уйду сама. — Какие глупости. Мне нужно, чтобы ты осталась в этой комнате. - И, увидев, что смутившаяся и растерявшаяся Элизабет может и в самом деле сбежать, добавила: - Лиззи, я требую, чтобы ты осталась и выслушала мистера Коллинза. У Элизабет не хватило духу нарушить столь безоговорочный приказ. И так как короткое размышление подсказало ей, что умнее всего будет покончить с делом возможно быстрее и с наименьшим шумом, она снова присела и углубилась в шитье. Ей хотелось смеяться и плакать. И как только миссис Беннет и Китти вышли, Коллинз приступил к объяснению. And, gathering her work together, she was hastening away, when Elizabeth called out: — Поверьте, дорогая мисс Элизабет, ваша скромность не только не роняет вас в моих глазах, но даже еще сильнее подчеркивает ваше совершенство. Вы не казались бы мне столь очаровательной, если бы не обнаружили некоторого нежелания пойти мне навстречу. Позвольте, однако, вас заверить, что, обращаясь к вам, я уже заручился согласием вашей почтенной матушки. Вы едва ли заблуждаетесь в отношении преследуемых мною целей, хотя, быть может, и станете это отрицать ввиду вашей природной застенчивости. В самом деле, я слишком явно оказывал вам свое предпочтение, чтобы вы могли не понять моих намерений. Читать дальше