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Мадам Прайс я тоже вручил тысячу франков. В те дни путешествия за границу обходились дешево – не то, что сейчас! Затем я окликнул Бернадетту, и мы сели в машину. Мотор завелся с пол-оборота. Махнув нам на прощанье, мадам Прайс исчезла в доме. Я дал задний ход, развернулся и медленно выехал из ворот.

Только мы оказались на дороге, как послышался громкий окрик. Я увидел мистера Прайса, бегущего к нам через двор. Он размахивал над головой громадным топором, словно дубиной.

У меня опустилась челюсть: мне показалось, что он собирается на нас напасть. Если бы захотел, он мог бы в три взмаха разнести автомобиль на кусочки. Однако лицо его выражало радостное возбуждение. Выкриками он старался привлечь наше внимание.

Запыхавшись, он наклонился к окошку и выпалил:

– Я вспомнил, вспомнил!

Я озадаченно смотрел на него. Он сиял, как ребенок, который сделал что-то очень хорошее для своих родителей и ждал похвалы.

– Что вспомнили? – растерянно спросил я.

Он закивал головой:

– Вспомнил, в кого стрелял в то утро. Это был поэт по имени Пирс.

Я отпрянул от окошка. Мы с Бернадеттой застыли на месте. Постепенно его оживление исчезло. Он начал понимать, что старался напрасно, отнесясь к моему вопросу самым серьезным образом. Это имя ровным счетом ничего для него не значило, а он всю ночь ломал голову, пытаясь его вспомнить. И после стольких усилий, наконец, сейчас он вспомнил, еле догнал нас – и что же получил в ответ? Ни слова, ледяное молчание.

Плечи его опустились и, повернувшись, он направился обратно. Вскоре послышались размеренные удары топора.

Бернадетта молча смотрела прямо перед собой через ветровое стекло. Она была бледна, губы крепко сжаты. Передо мной предстал образ неуклюжего уэльского парня, вскидывающего винтовку, прищурившегося… Гремит тот, далекий выстрел – и пуля, посланная простым солдатом из казарм Айлендбриджа, устремляется к цели…

– Чудовище, – наконец проговорила Бернадетта.

Я глянул в сторону дома. Топор мерно поднимался и опускался, и держал его в руках человек, который когда-то положил начало войне выстрелом из винтовки. А война освободила целый народ.

– Нет, девочка, – сказал я, – вовсе нет. Он не чудовище. Просто он солдат, исполнявший свой долг.

Я включил зажигание и выехал на дорогу, ведущую к Бержераку.

Timothy Hanson was a man who approached the problems of life with a calm and measured tread. He prided himself that this habitual approach, of calm analysis followed by the selection of the most favourable option and finally the determined pursuit of that choice, had brought him in the prime of middle age to the wealth and standing that he now enjoyed.

That crisp April morning he stood on the top step of the house in Devonshire Street, heartland of London's medical elite, and considered himself as the gleaming black door closed deferentially behind him.

The consultant physician, an old friend who had been his personal doctor for years, would have been a model of concern and regret even with a stranger. With a friend it had been even harder for him. His anguish had evidently been greater than that of his patient.

'Timothy, only three times in my career have I had to impart news like this,' he had said, his flattened hands resting on the folder of X-rays and reports before him. 'I ask you to believe me when I say it is the most dreadful experience in any medical man's life.'

Hanson had indicated that he did indeed believe him.

'Had you been a man different from that which I know you to be, I might have been tempted to lie to you,' said the doctor.

Hanson had thanked him for the compliment and the candour.

The consultant had escorted him personally to the threshold of the consulting room. 'If there is anything… I know it sounds banal… but you know what I mean… anything…'

Hanson had gripped the doctor's upper arm and given his friend a smile. It had been enough and all that was needed.

The white-coated receptionist had brought him to the door and ushered him through it. Hanson now stood there and drew a deep breath. It was cold, clean air. The northeast wind had scoured the city during the night. From the top steps he looked down at the street of discreet and elegant houses, now mostly the offices of financial consultants, chambers of expensive lawyers and surgeries of private practitioners.

Along the pavement a young woman in high heels walked briskly towards Marylebone High Street. She looked pretty and fresh, eyes alight, a pink flush on her chilled cheeks. Hanson caught her eye and on an impulse gave her a smile and an inclination of grey head. She looked surprised, then realized she did not know him, nor he her. It was a flirt she had received, not a greeting. She flashed a smile back and trotted on, swinging her hips a mite more. Richards, the chauffeur, pretended not to notice, but he had seen it all and looked approving. He was standing by the rear of the Rolls, waiting.

Hanson descended the steps and Richards pulled open the door. Hanson climbed in and relaxed in the interior warmth. He removed his coat, folded it carefully, placed it on the seat beside him and put his black hat on top. Richards took his place behind the wheel.

'The office, Mr Hanson?' he asked.

'Kent,' said Hanson.

The Silver Wraith had turned south into Great Portland Street, heading for the river, when Richards ventured a question.

'Nothing wrong with the old ticker, sir?'

'No,' said Hanson. 'Still pumping away.'

There was indeed nothing wrong with his heart. In that sense he was as strong as an ox. But this was not the time or the place to discuss with his chauffeur the mad, insatiable cells eating away in his bowel. The Rolls swept past the statue of Eros in Piccadilly Circus and joined the traffic stream down the Hay market.

Hanson leaned back and stared at the upholstery of the roof. Six months must seem an age, he mused, if you have just been sentenced to prison, or sent to hospital with two broken legs. But when that is all that is left to you it does not look so long. Not so long at all.

There would have to be hospitalization during the last month, of course, the physician had told him. Of course; when things got very bad. And they would. But there were anodynes, new drugs, very powerful…

The limousine pulled left into Westminster Bridge Road and then onto the bridge itself. Across the Thames Hanson watched the cream bulk of County Hall moving towards him.

He was, he reminded himself, a man of no small substance despite the penal taxation levels introduced by the new socialist regime. There was his City dealership in rare and precious coins; well established, respected in the trade and owning the freehold on the building in which it was housed. And it was wholly owned by him, with no partners and no shares.

The Rolls had passed the Elephant and Castle roundabout, heading for the Old Kent Road. The studied elegance of Marylebone was long past now, as also the mercantile wealth of Oxford Street and the twin seats of power in Whitehall and County Hall, straddling the river at Westminster Bridge. From the Elephant onwards the landscape was poorer, deprived, part of the swathe of inner-city problem areas between the wealth and the power of the centre and the trim complacency of the commuter suburbs.

Hanson watched the tired old buildings pass, cocooned in a £50,000 motor on a £1,000,000-a-mile highway. He thought with fondness of the lovely Kentish manor house to which he was heading, set in twenty acres of clipped parkland beset with oaks, beeches and limes. He wondered what would happen to it. Then there was the large apartment in Mayfair where he occasionally spent weekday nights rather than face the drive to Kent, and where he could entertain foreign buyers in an atmosphere less formal than that of a hotel, and usually more conducive to relaxation and therefore to a beneficial business deal.

Apart from the business and the two properties there was his private coin collection, built up with loving care over so many years; and the portfolio of stocks and shares, not to mention the deposit accounts in various banks, and even the car in which he now rode.

The last-mentioned came to a sudden stop at a pedestrian crossing in one of the poorer sections of the Old Kent Road. Richards let out a clucking noise of exasperation. Hanson looked out of the window. A crocodile of small children was crossing the road under the guidance of four nuns. Two were in the lead, the others bringing up the rear. At the end of the queue a small boy had stopped in the middle of the crossing and was staring with undisguised interest at the Rolls Royce.

He had a round and pugnacious face with a snub nose; his tousled hair was surmounted by a cap set askew with the initials 'St B' on it; one stocking was rumpled in creases around his ankle, its elastic garter no doubt performing a more important service somewhere else as a vital component of a catapult. He looked up and caught sight of the distinguished silver head staring at him from behind the tinted window. Without hesitation the urchin wrinkled his face into a grimace, placed the thumb of his right hand to his nose and waggled the remaining fingers in defiance.

Without a change of expression, Timothy Hanson placed the thumb of his own right hand against the tip of his nose and made the identical gesture back at the boy. In the rear view mirror Richards probably caught sight of the gesture but after the flicker of one eyebrow stared straight ahead through the windscreen. The boy on the crossing looked stunned. He dropped his hand, then grinned from ear to ear. In a second he was whisked off the crossing by a flustered young nun. The crocodile had now reformed and was marching towards a large grey building set back from the road behind railings. Freed of its impertinent obstacle, the Rolls purred forward on the road to Kent.

Thirty minutes later the last of the sprawling suburbs were behind them and the great sweep of the M20 motorway opened up, the chalky North Downs dropped away and they entered the roiling hills and vales of the garden of England. Hanson's thoughts strayed back to his wife, now dead these ten years. It had been a happy marriage, indeed very happy, but there had been no children. Perhaps they should have adopted; they had thought about it enough. She had been an only child and her parents were also long dead. On his own side of the family there remained his sister, whom he heartily disliked, a sentiment only matched by that he bore towards her ghastly husband and their equally unpleasant son.